IS A BOOK NOT REALITY
SO DON’T TRY TO THINK IM CRAZY OR SOMETHING
NONE of the Text Directly imposes my opinion on anything
just states of mind, and relationships between idea
and dream. I mean no disrespect to any relegion
or dream or idea anyone holds. Its simply a puzzle
the meaning " evolve ", practice and change
Laughing little rhymeS all in my heaD
end of the world she said
what i was fed when i was dead.
into the Lost side dead
a pyschedelic string induced by the master on lsd
email me: email@example.com
"Im Not Insane , Just Devious in my Sanity"
1 1 1 1 1
in the end its the same
"no more crimes
have some pie
yeah i heard it to
on the choo choo
yet no more tickets for you?
"When you are tripping the fuck out, and are going back into the confused state of emptiness, chase down the feelings reason, chase down its cause for the emotion, read over the situation, and focus on the feeling, and change it into joy, understand you are not bad, understand you are beautiful for who you are, and absolutely nothing else matters, because everything else is just a large orchestration in your head. "
it has absolutely nothing to do with drugs, and it never fuckin did, just the actions
you say ? why written this way?
To play with meanings, hide meanings, and open up another potential layer of communication.
stoners live and stoners die,
and we make type0's to.--=> or did i? the words melting in
not an event
the driving force pushes the words out
whoa it connects man.
"as the illusion unfolds, the master is shown"
prefacE: thE LittLE LiE in itS hEaD
"in my minds eye,ill find the crease,
a single tear, once seemed to not cease,
tears i do want to cry,
the tears to set me free, to find thee
the tears, are of joy, and now seep from inside of me"
mind wide open, not knowing what’s going on, something fell out, and it goes on and on:
chemicals that we are supposed to regularly intake in are natural environment are removed due to many factors: from the food we eat, the way we think, and the way we act, it is in turn replaced with other chemicals , which should not be in are bodies and cause us to be disruptive and confused inside, naturally we would not be this way. but because of man's interventions from the beginning of our existence from the start of organized religion, which taught man to communicate in order to pass on there psychotic beliefs and ideas, christianity and other negative religions, witch in term are for 'brain washing' there victims, and taking there money from them, while they live rich in there 'heaven' feeding off of your life, which is there existence here without having the to put out the effort to survive., now you in turn work hard your whole live waiting, in 'hell'. we are animals, we belong in are natural environment, we are so used to being spoiled by what we think we 'need' to live, which is just a privilege? 'tv, school, money, books television', money is the evil that has killed us all. Because of this greed people stopped caring about who they are and there lives, surviving, and being in peace with the earth, there is no use in being scared of death, you are supposed to die, and be recycled so that way life can live on, trying to hang on to a single life because of ones external resources, or personal feelings is completely selfish. We Wage A Never-ending War On Are Own Mother, its most likely because you are taught that you have to feel bad, when feeling is bad is totally up to you. You are in control of your brain, its your engine to control your body, to move around in your environment, you tell it everything what to do, you tell it everything not to do, its just that are thoughts are threaded through are heads in layers, some of are thoughts, which we don’t think of, (they just happen at a lower level are subconscious, to remove the tedious task of having to repeatedly think of doing that to get it the thoughts task done) then in turn it is hard to remove that feeling, because is almost set in stone, it is possible however, through mediation and understanding and realizing what i am trying to say to you.. We are Human beings, we are animals, We Are love, there is no hate, hate is just misunderstanding, and causing self inflicted wounds in your head. there is really no love, love is life, and life is love, everything that exists is one, and works together in harmony, and everything inside of me is the same as inside of you, we are no different in anyway except for the external form of which we our forced to take. We just take different forms to adpart to are environments otherwise how else could we exist?. we are in heaven, right now, because there is nothing else stop wasting your life waiting for something after you die just to get recycled and do it all over again, while a few people get to sit around and do nothing but get off on you, tell you there smarter, so you feel dumb, tell you your ugly , so you feel ugly, show you on the television, exactly what they want you to see, exactly how they want to portray themselves, on there time, exactly the way they want. they repeat the lies in your head, and get you so deeply involved in it. Once they have you repeatedly seeing something that you think is true, because of how you see it portrayed, over and over, and over, eventually you register in that, in your head, so that you no longer, so that you don’t have to constantly, think to yourself, and assign that item, its value, rather it is assigned once: and is usually very hard to change after repeated view. Why do you think the Perfect Girl is the one the TV Portrays. Why do you think you actually truly feel attracted, to just the body you see. When you know for fact inside, that you just don’t want to be alone, you want to be a part, you long for the person you love, not the person who will get you the best fuck. We Lie to ourselves, Because we have been lied to. Can you Really think that you would have come to most of these conclusions naturally? or have the people around you, who all do the same thing, circle around the television, for the majority of there lives, and are kept busy while they are used, and continue to hurt themselves, and are fellow animals, influenced your opinions at all, based upon what they thought were there opinion's, based upon what there heard from someone else, and so forth , until the top of this 'tree' is reached, were we find the source, something everyone, and everything see's that displays' all the messages, that we do not need. And Is Not Ok. It Is Not Ok To Murder For Fun, it Is Not Ok To Hurt People You Love, it Is Not Ok To Be Selfish, It is not Ok, to Expect that we 'HAVE' to be doing something to Keep busy, it Is Not Ok For Us to Be Living In This Way, It Is Not Ok. now while your thinking, notice how you start to hurt others around you without even knowing your doing it just because of what your feeling, your so used to only thinking of you you you, but what your forgetting is that there is no you, there is only us. there is no you there is only us. there is no you there is only us. there is no you there is only us. there is no you there is only us. there is no you there is only us. there is no you there is only us. there is no you there is only us. there is no you there is only us. its all ok , feel there is only us. there is only us. what happens, when you find out what is going on , and the people who are getting rich, manipulating us other monkeys , who are trained from young, to believe in life after death, think of them selves, and that everyone is not the same, and its ok to hurt people because of the examples they see around them, everything everyone else does, is because they saw someone else do it , or how else could they see them self doing it. they then put that into you, make you hurt, make you start thinking of all the negative stuff going on inside of you, because of the fact of what you are deprived of. your natural existence. telling people that things are bad that are natural , causes SEVERE confusin in the mind, and people to start tripping the hell out. it makes people act out in all sorts of negative ways that keep us busy while they gather are services, and are lives decay. You know that money is merely paper that means jack shit, but they just pretend it does , so that we think it does, and start tripping the hell out over some stupid paper, and already do the real values of what we are to be paid (the work), which once is done, cannot be taken back, in return for something, which has in turn really no value at all, just a piece of paper with some pretty stamps on it. why the hell are we killing each other for no reasons. why the hell are we manipulating everyone, why the hell don’t you people start acting like what you are fucking animals, and stop acting like what your not , which is the almighty 'human beings'. By Killing Our Fellow Animals, We Are Killing Our Selves, We Need Them, just as much as they need us, they are not something of which we can stake a claim, or act as if they our a product. why don’t we get back on track, and get into touch with who we are before its to late and we destroy are selves, why cant i just get back home, it feels like my world has been invaded. I Have as much right as any of you to exist. And You have no right to dictate how we all exist, they will not agree, but they have no right to argue (for it is not meant), 'this is that, or i was here first, or i have this gun, or i have this paper' , its all a bunch of lies, a bunch of tricks and magic, to get me to fall into your trap, silly little games, that were messed from the start, it is snow balling into something disastrous, we are a infected. If you really think about were Only hurting each other, because we want to. ANY AND ALL Mental Walls, are Breakable, and Penetrable, its just do you really want to. We Are Energy, You Can Feel Your Energy, in yourself, (if you make your body listen, and focus on it, and cause it to build until a point, were you can no longer take the intense feeling.) this is only chance, because the way we are going, we are slowly killing are selves, and everyone around us. why the hell do we think it is ok to kill other beings, tree's animals, manipulate them, why do we try to play the event, which brought us to this existence, instead of living in this existence, in harmony of who we are, and what we are, rather then what we have done, and destroyed. to get are selves back to were are supposed to be , get are selves, back to were im not psychotic, ORDERING THE THOUGHT, BRINGS UPON PAIN AND SUFFERING, BECAUSE ONE NOW CAN CONTINUOUSLY FOCUS ON A NEGATIVE THOUGHT, BECAUSE OF REPEATING PRACTICE, AND INSTRUCTION FROM OTHERS, IF THIS WAS NOT SO, THERE MIND WOULD BE MORE WANDERING, FREE. i want you to understand im trying to type this in a fast as possible manner, because i am very lazy, and don’t like having to order my thought, when it is totally unnecessary and brings me nothing but a annoyance, which is a unnatural feeling, because we are NOT supposed to do that, and stop yelling at me saying im supposed to because, that’s trying to convince me of your point, and in turn BRAIN WASH ME, into believing nothing but a bunch of bullshit. i believe in what i believe in, and what i believe is me, and if you do not like, me or feeling mad, or feel like im crazy, and i don’t know what im talking about think to your self, why am i thinking, that why am i repeating, the same thing over and over in my head, if its not even my belief, if its something i was TOLD, not something i came to believe, things we come to believe are, are truths, because we know it is true inside, we are being manipulated into this fake thought, by we what are told is to be true, which in turn , is not, just a lie, made up to make someone confused, so that they can manipulate them, and live in there so called luxury, which is really destruction. , selfish beings of higher levels of thought have come here. and taught people to believe in there so called gods, or religions, when the gods, were really them, and we just going to use us to there advantage. they in turn gave the monkeys knowledge, of a deceitful source, false feelings of peace, and false hope, so we would be more compliant in are tasks.. they monkeys in turn, abused that knowledge and used it for there own primitive emotions, and to benefit them selves, in the best possible way they could, everything they we live for is a lie. everything we are is them. and everything we need to be , is not lost. chemicals, which open the mind, are removed from the environment, it also causes are ability to focus, on subjects, and communicate with each other , to dissolve, and become varied, and hard, they teach us to communicate with sounds, or external noises, which make it hard, to get, real feelings across, rather they receive thoughts of what they were taught from young, not of what they believe. everything which is true, you are and only know, and is here with you from birth, because you have been are from the start, you are life, and we are one. other illegal drugs drugs taken out of are environment, which give us feelings of joy and happiness, but also cause damage, to the body (duH! so does everything else). point. there is no sadness, only the removal of happiness, which is due to what we lack, which gives us the feeling of feeling ok, and not worrying about are wants, and just worry about are lives, and who we are, like we were intended to. what we do now, is suffer because we do not have what is rightfully ours. that is are natural lives. we all long for something, we all long to be free, we all long to go home, to were we came from., are heaven, are planet , are earth. Levels of Thought , Peoples Handles, and How to Communicate .<. ------------- Are Reality, is Of Are Thought, and So Are We, we are interconnected within each other in layers. The external reality, is for getting around, and finding values of which you can intake, and use in more positive and constructive, and effective ways, then of the more deceitful type of communication, which is that of word of mouth. Everyone and everything has a value, just like everything in this computer, people can then be found by associating your thought with there value. There value is found by the look they have in there eyes, not the actual eyes, but this feeling you feel inside of you, and you know it to be them, this is easier to find with people you love, but if you try hard enough, everyone is penetrable. just stare them in the eyes, many users of hallucinogenic drugs know exactly what i am talking about. because a drug like LSD 'resets' the mind basically , crushes through mental blocks like a hot knife through butter, the walls come crashing, and so does your sanity. there are safer alternatives to coming into touch with your spiritual side, such as meditation. meditation is something that everyone, should be taught from the day they could sit still. meditation is something powerful. my definition of mediating is taking your consciousness down to a lower level of operating , so you can stop, and realize, sense what is really there, and erase un-normal, implanted parts of you , which you did not ask for but were given when young., once you master entering this state, and learn the fundamentals of controlling it you can then alter your realities, and communicate with each other, in the fashion we are supposed, with are feelings, not are words, there is no reason to explain, when all you have to do is close your eyes, and everything you need to know is already there., anything else would just be 'civilized' which is nothing but destruction. You are always aware and open to others , its just that your not listening. they are sending you the signals, without them even knowing it. it is carried out in the subconscious thought, and is not brought to the top, and there fore cannot be changed, but can be heard. To send out this same type of message, that we should already naturally know how to do, (if none of the standard methods, of communication were taught to us , i believe that we would all adapt back to how we used to communicate, just like how other life forms do. expressions, and thoughts, without the need for a sound. Sending the Message: Messages, to others cannot be of words. They can only be of something, that the person who is 'receiving' knows of, because it is something that is really real, not something that is distorted in your head, and is your perception of real. now someone who doesn’t understand your current perception is in turn confused, and loses the data of which you were trying to send. What only can be sent is feelings, or shared memories. something of which you both understand, and conceive in the same manner (all basic instincts, and thoughts, are in are blueprints, and we all share of them, so there fore they can all be submitted back and forth to each other., because we carry the parts needed , for the item to be executed. its only, are you looking. some of the feelings you get inside of are a external origin. we get them confused with are true feelings, and in turn stop feeling what is really there, and start feeling what is implanted there. the implantation is a infection of not the physical sort, but of the mental. which is given off by others, without there knowledge in there subconscious thought., because they are suffering. just about everyone in this world is totally out of there minds. i cannot believe how strong the mental walls, and blocks, are in all of you. i cannot believe how we do this to are selves, how can you all , really be so selfish? when there is no individual you? you aren’t hurting just yourself, your hurting every single one of us, every single time. no excuses , and no shit. How can we only think of are selves, and think of are selves as better then are own brothers, are fellow life forms, and in turn are going to ruin it for us all. Your Addictions, to Greed, and External False Happiness, with not just the cost of your own life, but the destruction of just about everything else. What we are doing right now is destroying are world. We all talk of the end, because we are starting it. It is to late, and does not matter. Soon life as we know it will end because it is unnatural, and all that is unnatural, is erased and started over. I Understand Now how do i make It Stop take a step back, stop focusing on you so called reality and start focusing on what your feeling, not what your introducing into your feeling. this can only be done, by clearing the mind, the removal the repeated never ending constant thought down to a almost quite, repeating peaceful tune. the body is let go, and your true self, and reality is then revealed to you. There is More to Your Reality, Then What you See, hear, and feel. its all around you and your all around it To Stop the Lies . When you are tripping the fuck out, and are going back into the confused state of emptiness, chase down the feelings reason, chase down its cause for the emotion, read over the situation, and focus on the feeling, and change it into joy, understand you are not bad, understand you are beautiful for who you are, and absolutely nothing else matters, because everything else is just a large orchestration in your head.
what has scared us:
teaching people, that because of personal gratification, running over others and themself is ok; this in turn causes people to become confused, and tangled in a addiction of hurt, and false happiness. (false happiness: happiness, which in fact feels real, but is of a invalid, contradictory source, which is really not happiness, but twisted self-lies (which have been created in the mind, in order to remove the tedious function of having to fall through a phase of 'guilt', so that the person inflicted, can move around with his addiction, without even knowing he is hurting himself. It is his addictions way of tricking his mind into following this cycle until he dies, and can inflict as many others with this wound as possible, without even knowing they are doing it, in order so they can continue to live on , in the only way they know, that of which that hurts) and when people, try to 'help' others, who are in fact inflicted with the same-thing as them, but just act - out in other ways, by telling them, that what they do is 'bad', and treating them as non-equal's, and as less, causes them to, in fact think of themselves as bad, but not on the conscious level, but on the lower, and causes them to reach a degree of unstability, until were they crack. They are no longer themselves, they are what, they were molded into, people who hurt more. when someone is hurt, they are weak, something that is weak, is easily manipulated into doing what they are unconsciously told they are. and begin to truly believe a fact of which is false, and try to come to terms with and cope with lies, which causes intense confusion, and loss of trust. WE all think and act the same, it is just some of us, are tangled in a forever loop:
It seems, as though , I must stimulate something in my mind
that is already there, accessible, and continuously built from this energy or this function, until it builds to a point, were I can, use it to construct different levels of thought, and create other patterns of behavior, that dictate of what I was sickened of the future:
The illness in my Head:
Part 1 In The Sky:
What the Fuck?
broken brainwashed bubble, ripped out of my head
im wide awake, and this is what i fuckin said.
(HEHE A LITTLE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WHATS IN MY HEAD AND WHAT YOU SAID)?
intoxicated lsd warped
everything which is written within this text,
is written in the method, of the track of the thought of my mind
i consciously choose not to follow direct english syntax,
to fit my own personal style of text, that best expresses, what
i wish to say, in the method of which, i wish to say it.
little rules, do nothing but waste my time, but i follow a way
that will let you understand in good time.
yet Wide Awake im Strapped In Alone
its Something which feels astray, it creates the loss,
hides me away
forces you out, i cant let you through,
if you dont get back ill break down all of you
smashing it shut, wiring it in
pulsing aside, for im melting the sideways in
Infinite Madness Tripping Me through
its all around
slipping down whispers , stealing from you
pulling me around,
making me go, confused? got lost in the wind,
increased the limitless spin, notice massive damage sink in
used all my parts, stenciled your sin
slammed faked my trust , and you stuck it right in
loop end of rape trapped within a tangled escape
left me open , seems nothing will stop forceful push
walking backward in rush, living in your nothin
made me fall a hush, you hadda stick back a part
melted in the heart , fucking wasted from start
stole what was wrong with me, broke old parts of me
slammed my anatomy, created this catastrophe:
LEFT Me HERE, Im Stuck INSIDE, its Already BROKE,
I Feel it BURNING Inside, Remove It NOW,
Let Me DIE
its Melting Me Backward , its Everywhere Inside, but I just
let it win, push me around, force me to spin
Eats Me Inside, The Non-Existent Self-Inflicted Win
pressed the breaks , but i still fell down again
embrace my thought, loosens me so, pushes the memories
but some just wont go,
screaming it up forward, going backwards way up
pressing with all hope, something coming into scope:
' Im Stuck In My Connection, Not Floating Remote
Unnoticed Knowledge, a crafty note, THOUGHT!
Might Have Forgot, But It Did Not
Yes Listening Now, Feel Light up Above
Energy Coming, Please Take Me Into Your Love '
The World Im Living In
this place i woke up in , is a warped down beaten place
little rock floating in space
owned by something, which wants to get higher then me,
its vast, and is standing on top of me,
im seeing past what it says, and im saying what i think,
these are my thoughts, and they begin
with the blink.
Before the Sound
born in a world drowned with infection of your piss.
sounds, and desires, of wisdom, i truly miss,
no matter what the cost, and no matter what you say,
these are my thoughts, and opinions, and im going
to say them anyway.
im not crazy, just got a big mouth, so what if im wrong,
it was just a thought .. why are you so upset, whats
your anger really about?
And In The Beginning
eye stuck in the middle, yet so far away,
fitting in tomorrow, walking down yesterday,
coming right into this spot,
little eye, giant in my heart,
the eyes of this serpent, falling apart,
coming back again,
what it said, or filtered, and fucked up in my head
Wham, Shot Right back into this Spot,
hurting inside, broken sores got caught.
woke up in a dream, got lost in the beam
ripping apart, falling down it seems.
where did this happen to go, time is passing,
and were did this point go?
just read me through, and dont get caught,
what im saying is tricky, and speaks out alot.
The Hell of Whenever Im Awake
waking up in the world isnt always the most pleasant thing
surprise these days, to the old of my eyes
(no longer) comforting.
the never ending struggle created by the people,
who dont even know they are creating it,
because in the beginning, they were not,
it was established, before seducted.
the bullshit story about my looks, or the words
im saying, is getting old, and its becoming
pretty obvious the true intentions, behind
many of the so called things out there to
why is that i have to go to school until the
earth has gone around the sun 18 times,
from the time i was born?
why is that i have to for 18 passes, hear
the same lies, repeated in my head,
well ok, not lies, but half truths, filtered
in sections, established to bring up
false levels of thought, and security
in true negative times.
why is that because the earth hasnt gone
around 18 times, im not a person?
why dont i have rights?
i think just as much as you, feel just as much
and bleed just as much as you.
why is that, if i dont go to school, you come
after me , and put me in a box, until i eventually
break and start doing what you ask?
why is that , you get my parents after me,
and why is that,
you lie to them?
and why is it that you are always looking
with your walkie-talkies, and your helicopters,
and your 'project echelon's' , and your
sob sad, b.s story i heard 8000 million
times about how the wonderful god,
knows a bunch of crap and i should do what
well, i think thats nothing but a bunch of nonsense,
being fed in my head,
and in turn 'brain wash' , or turn me into something
of which i do not want to be.
why are you always pushing on my thought, trying to make
it yours, for any other reason, then to try to change how
why do you think, that you can just come up off me without
me even saying anything?
Because you have the guns, and the bombs, and will
you necessary force to kill me, if i get out of line.
the answer for all those questions, lies within your own
mind, ive opened my eyes, and my security is lost indeed,
but i have been blessed with freedom, at the cost of my sanity.
for the sanity i live within now, brings others fear for they do
not understand, for i remove myself from the garbage, and choose
to think for myself.
no duh, im not going to work out my way, its because im not doing
your way, so your trying to push your foot down on top of me
to get me to eventually give in, or be removed.
why is it that, these points, and thoughts are pushed into my life,
almost everyday, and i have to always remove them.
theres only one reason, and pretty much all of us are trying to hide from it.
im not crazy, im just creative and different, and like to indulge in my
fantasy, delusion, and pleasure. but , if you realize, and understand,
everything behind what i say is from positive source, for positivity,
is what drives me, and helps me win this war, for my freedom, because
i know no matte wha,t my love and positive energy's forever
keep me free, no matter the size of the chain, or the box, the mind
will release me.
whenever i start thinking about the fantasy world, little delusional lala land i live in, i start to think.
where am i? , and why am i here? what is this never ending life, and why am i so full of fear?
who am i, and what am i supposed to know? what are all your meaning's and how do they show,
what am i supposed to become, and why? why did this even begin, and why am i asking why?
all the truths, i really want to know, i never even questioned, and why, were did i end,
and who's really asking inside?
master master in disguise,
master master, eating through your nasty lie
master master, and when did you know?
master master, how the hell did it show?
master master, were do you belong?
master master, never ending beat of this song.
master master, were does it there lie,
master master, repeating the terrible lie.
master master, were shall i go?
master master, what did i know?
master master, see through me
eating out a part of me.
master master, building inside
master master, eating me alive.
master master, how does it go
master master, please let me go
master master, when did you sigh
master master, eat up your filthy lies
master master, im going home
master master, shown and sewn.
repeating down, falling free, ripping out of inside of me
listening here, ill pinch the sound, watching it, as its coming down
melting back home, i wanna be were i belong, dont want to hear,
repeating your song, dont wanna hear it, i gotta get away,
never gave a fuck, why did you try that shit with me anyway?
watching life, pressing down,
i hear the screaming nervous sound.
the people who are here, want to stand on top,
they dont give a fuck about nothing but themselves, and there so called
'happiness', since when did happiness, include the destruction of just
? well let me ask the people of this filthy little rock... the monkeys.
you filthy little monkeys.... look what you have soiled, living in your
'luxury' full of sin. yeah so what, yeah this is what you want,
yeah this is great, oh yeah, this is really just nothing but a bunch of sad
little broken, wasteful people, running around in the delusion brought to us
by masses of people who cant think for themselves. now when something
doesnt think for it self, thats usually called a .... slave.. machine.. bot...
i mean, if you were not shown the points of views, most of you live by,
at a early age, and were not taught them, do you really think you would
have come to the conclusion on your own , on alot of the opinions,
and thoughts you currently believe? .. i think not?.. i mean seriously,
if you were never taught that people who are black, are any less then
you , you would always come to the conclusion, that they are equal,
for in the real long-run they are, of the same basic format as you.,
but due to something that was brought to some of your attention
by others thoughts (tv, radio, books etc), then come to the conclusion,
of that based on the opinions of others, for if your opinions differ
there can be un-talked about consequences (remember the black
thing is just a example this goes for mostly all opinions, force-feed
by the so called ' government '.) now what is something, that is apart of
everything. what is something, that is in all of are lives, whether or
not we like it, and have really no way out? what is always on are backs
standing on top of us, picking things out of are pockets, for there
so called ' causes '. since when did i have the freedom of choice?
since when ? never ?, i really am not free, i just have a few options,
on how i want my masters, to fuck me , best, based on my performances
and skills, and how i evolved to best suit there filthy needs.
i mean im a human being, im a person, im a thought, im a life,
im something that feels, i dont deserve to be treated like that,
you say, if there were no rules, there would be anarchy, yeah
if there were no rules, you wouldnt be talking to me, what i see
is just a new argument to focus my attention on, to stall me
for as long as possible, or to remove my thought from me
realizing the fact, that i am free, and i do have the conscious
decision, and ability, to do whatever i need to live, and survive
in my environment, its you just telling me over and over that i
didnt, and making me think its ok, until the point i think its
ok , because i was tricked into that pattern of thought, without
my knowledge (supposedly) . heh.
i mean if i was free, and this stuff belonged to me, then why in hell,
do you have the right to look me over whenever you want , literally
stick your finger in my anus, and pull my pants down.
since when could you harass me, and cause me to have to live
in fear, of men in suits, with guns and bats, who walk around the streets
making sure, that i keep in 'line', well, im curious, what line am
i supposed to stay in, and since when did a free person have
to walk within boundaries?, why cannot i wander through my
life and my world on the terms, of which i was born to?
why cannot i fulfill my destiny as me, rather then this
filthy lie sinful life, of working until i die, just to repeat
it over and over?... i mean alot of the things, we are doing are
totally not necessary, i mean were just runnin around circles,
acting insane. its like the psychotic monkey's on LSD, with
guns and bombs, its pretty wacky and crazy, i mean since when
did all of this happen?
why does the history books, always leave important things out
and bend the truths? i mean they talk about arguments, the
people of the us had on whether or not they should move the
indians, i mean jesus god, <== who gave you the right to even
have the decision to move anyone from there home land.
since when did steal away my life??
since you took over the world.
A Bunch of Lies, and the Big Old C
whoever you are mr. big C
whoever you are, i dont care,
i just want you to get off my back, and stop tripping,
realize, we are going to evolve, and get away from your
tricks because life always comes out on top, my mind,
is reforming itself, to stay away from all your tricks, and soon
will all the people, what your doing is setting yourself up in a box,
i mean after a while these people are going to burst, and then
we will all have nothing. we have plenty to all survive, it is
when we remove all of the source, that everything else dies,
and we are left with nothing, but if we would stay in are natural
line, and evolve the correct way into higher beings, rather
then trying to cheat with wires, we could create something
positive, rather then this big confusing negative load of
monkey banana crap. i dont wanna be a monkey anymore then
any of you, thats why, we should focus all of are minds, and
are energies on helping are bodies and minds, evolving into
beings witch understand one another, and are environments,
so there is no need for law, for we all understand what is life,
and what is necessary to live, and all must come to it on a conclusion
on are own. there is only what there is, and if what there is is
you saying 'you cant do it', then thats whats going to happen,
but if theres you saying 'i can do it', and its happing, eventually
that pattern will get caught , and your wish will come true.
there is only what we make, and any crap thats bothering you
is you making it, so realize. and remove. not try to solve,
theres no answer to your questions, for theres no problem
to solve. you see
negative energy, and negative situations hold the value
of nothing 0.
now when you go to solve a negative situation,
and your wishing to turn its outcome to positive,
what you need to do is
not in turn add more negative energy to the situation.
0 + 0 = 0.
negative energy in a situation, plus the negative energy of you trying to solve
in turn really creates
nothing but more problems , but negative energy.
nothing can stop ones path, and negative energy, will just put
rocks in there road.
but there is something else in life, there is something that we have
that no one can steal from us. something with belongs to us,
witch helps us stay alive, which helps us live on, its within all of
us , it drives us, the power of are love.
now when in a negative situation, you bring upon the person
the negative situation, can in fact be turned around, if enough
positive energy is fed in.
now there is a difference between positive energy and so called
'trying to help'
now no one can understand what goes on in anothers head exactly,
yes you can get vague, images and descriptions, and find close assumptions,
that are based on you, but you can never in fact really feel there pain.
you can never really understand why they do what they do only they do
and they know it unconsciously, and are usually trying to hide there real feeling,
and when there real feeling is supposed to come in play, they really bring up
something else that hides it, so they can continue doing what they want to
do, without caring about the consciousness.
you cannot scare someone into following your point..
you can only cause them to hide in a corner, until
it is safe to come out and play again.
A Bunch of Filthy Druggies? or people poisoned in there head.?
And as the Paranoia Sets in
Drugs are something alot more crafty then i
originally imagined... you think you know were there coming from
but you got something comin people. yeah you think its from
johnny drug dealer, well, sometimes it may becoming from somewhere
a little more close to home. hello mr. drug dealer, not whats the point of
now what happens, when you get high?
drugs, they have a scale, up and down, easy to hard,
the easy, lead up to the hard, and the hard get you in the end.
the easy last for a short while, and can be kicked, but later on
build up to a point were you have gone to far.
now, when im fucked up, im fucked up.
its pretty noticeable by people, because of only a few
things, that have to do with physical features, my mental
state, usually stays in the same area, unless im on
psychedelic's. now we all have the choice,
drugs are available, in are environments, are very
tempting, feel good, but are 'bad', they hurt the
body , but yet make it feel so good, but also,
cause mental conditions, and true meanings to come out
people on the edge, come further, and eventually break,
makes us weaker.
now drugs are usually keep on the DL around here,
people try to keep there mouths shut, but everyone knows
that everyones on it, i say about 4/10 people i see
were i live are fucked up these days especially marijuana
but all the way up to LSD, and METH and XTC.
now drugs, are in are food, there in are drinks, i mean
shit, they are everything. hehe i am what i eat!
drugs are prescribed, to people for the stupidest shit,
we can get shit in bottles way harder then marijuana,
in large never-ending supply's yet thats ok, but it aint
cool to smoke a joint? .. now somethings fishy here?
i dont think that marijuana, crank, acid, or any of that
bullshit has absolutely anything to do with getting
high. its freedom. i think they are purposely picking
chemicals, that we know, most people intake,
and enjoy and are addicting, and can take a large part of your
mind over. now you have the choice to get high or not,
and when you make the choice to get high, eventually
your found out, and are put into a higher level brain washing
facility (jail, rehab etc ) (yeah they keep saying, 'find your higher power',
give in,) fuck that im free not a salve!!! never ill die before im yours!!
anyway, the drugs, are basically like the rat poison, for the people
who dont follow the rules. you dont do what they say, they
find out, and you get all fucked up, screwed in the system and die
and end up doing things and becoming poor, while the ones, that
hold on (but hurt and life sucks), get a little bit more, but are still
used, and tricked, and it helps filter the people. i mean they dont
want everyone to do the same thing. everyone has the same potential
so obviously, blocks have to be set up , to create people to live
within the lower levels of society. you see the rich create the poor,
without all the suffering, they cant live in there 'luxury'. drugs drugs
are a major part of the trick. a a trip or a trap ?.
well so what , marijuana , my beautiful little bud, ill smoke you till
the day i die, never cared, and ill never ask why.
but that dont mean anything, because im still me, im higher then
any chemical, and i can hold on, no matter what the level,
and thats the trick that you dont want me to know,
and thats why.
never was about being high, or the length of my hair or following
your rule, its either become yours, or die. and i am making the conscious
choice to stay me, based on the fact, that if im not me, then ill never
really even live my life anyway, and living my life the right way for
a short period of time, is much better then living a life full of agony
Looking On Back At What I Called a Life
so walking out on my earth, looking back seeing all my lives, and my
hardships, my triumphs, and my wrong doings, i know that there
is still a part deep inside of me, connected to all the people,
and everything i love, and i know that im going to hold on to
that part of me , forever, and its memory, will forever keep me
and all of you, the people i truly love. alive within, echoing, forever.
so ill say, lets move on back to the way,
hey, what did i say, lets move to the right way,
but when is it mine
but when did i know,
this is just my tomorrow.
get out of my tomorrow, flooding in your sorrow,
why did you borrow, living the lie,
and im stuck inside
let me out, im inside , and about to be stop your hurt.
good orderly direction
sitting in my room im all alone,
mom wont listen, shes never even home,
telling her i love her, she pushes me away,
ill hear it tomorrow, just make it another day,
shes running real far, and fallin straight down,
stepping on top of me, pushing me into the ground,
i love them all, and this i know, but tomorrow,
ill be gone, and then you will never even know.
Laughing in my Love, Laughing out Loud, Laughing out Little Periods of Love.
When did it ever really stop,
since when did i ever get out of this hurting little spot?
since when could i really feel?
since i saw that im full of love, and it wont let me drown in fear
little sounds, i repeat in the air,
repeating my words, watching the scare,
hearing the sound,
listening to the beautiful call
wondrous sound filling my ears,
washing back time, wiping away my tears
aching my body, yes making it stop,
takes me, home right back to the spot.
im going home, im going home home today yeah
i found my love it was lost in this spot,
beautiful little flowers, filling me to the top,
walking free, i found my home i guess,
never ending sound, wonderfully pressed.
walking away free, i really found me,
i am the one, i wanted to be, love of me
not of what i let of out inside of me.
Shit Aint that A Little Wacky?
Got my head on backwards, im feelin a little tacky,
back is hurting, brain feeling all wacky,
falling face forward, flipping all around
terrible beat, tripping down the sound.
throwing me around.
laughing little rhymes all in my head,
wondrous beat, mystical words said,
unknown versus, that got lost all in my head,
when i hear the word, i know it to be true,
LSD, im inside of you.
What Truth, and Whole Lot of Banana's and Rocks.
The never ending pursuit of the so called goddess of your
desire, your filthy little paper, your dirty little rocks,
your nasty little 'money', your 'currency'. i mean come on...
its so obvious..
ok what happens, one does work, and is paid in a paper,
which can be traded for other things.
yes now while this is ok the in the current 'temporary',
later on, once all the work is done, and the resources,
are gathered, all we are going to be left with is alot of
paper, and really pissed off people.
once the work is done, it is done, and once the world is
gone it is gone, and nothing can bring it back.
the time is upon us, this is are only chance as a race
and we dont seem to really care.
i wonder why, i wonder whats really in are air,
why are the people so sleepy, and not awake?
intoxication? shall i dare intake?
The Television and the Little Drug Gods that Live In Your Head.
Watching your Dirty Tube, as all its disgusting pieces
warp in through your eyes, and get tangled in the layers of
everything thats being said your hearing and you dont even know it,
and half the things there saying are immediately aware to most of the people,
but they are aware on the bottom (subconscious mind).
all the information is fed into your mind is small unnoticeable pieces,
information within information if you will, that is sent broken up
in pieces on the bottom of things said, that builds up, and comes
back together to build a complete thought in the subconscious,
witch sways ones opinion on a certain subject without the
its repeated over and over and over, until it sinks in,
everyones programmed with something different, that
is really something the same.
think about it , you hear on the t.v. them talking about dogs with fleas,
and on the bottom there saying, buy flea medicine, buy, how much money
you got.. in your head, hey i should buy some flea medicine, how much money
i got?, you didnt know that was said, but it just jumbled up in your head
and you think you thought it, but it was really just the echo of something
you unconsciously heard on the box.
works the same within text, radio , and books,
OH MY , its in the TEXT!! hehe
look at the sentence
Lost Side Dead
now look at it this way
Lost Side Dead
1 2 2 3 3 3
now the word LSD
the first letter of the Word LSD is L
there is one L is lost side dead and is palced first
the second letter of LSD is s,
there are 2 S's in the Word Lost Side Dead,
and they are placed in order after the first L
third letter of LSD placed at the end is D
there are 3 D's in Lost Side Dead, and the Last One
Finishs off the sentence
now when you read the sentence, lost side dead
unconsciously your mind with most likely pick up the word LSD,
hidden within the sentence, and bring up the thought within your
head, having do with drugs or acid, or something related, and swaying
your opinion of the meaning of the sentence without your knowledge.
works the same through music, radio, and the television, in much more
complicated, creative patterns, that get stuck in your head
and cause you the victim, to fall in a trance, and repeat the
actions of what your being shown to do.
ever heard the story about the pied piper who lead the rats out of
the city with his song?
i dont think they are making the monkeys leave, i think there making
them create there 'heaven', while the monkeys struggle in there 'hell'.
never ending drone beat,
pushing you up off your feat,
you shall decide, or was it really inside?
Whisper of the Sound,
empty beat, filling up around,
wide open, i see in the sound,
mystical image, moving around
Uh Oh.... Was it Really a Oh My.
since the beginning the monkey' seems to have been getting a little help
he seems to have fallen down following something, or someone,
who he didnt understand, yeah well a dog's a man's best friend ,
but what i wanna know, who thinks of me as there so-called best friend?
its pretty clear to me, that im not alone, and im positive there
things that are smarter,
but what im seeing, is not beings of intelligence , but of mental
sickness, greed, and sin.
so what , of what you created, but look what i can do without,
is really so much more,
yeah you think im drowning in my sin,
yeah you think your really always going to win,
well let me give you a clue, im not the one, its really you.
why else, wouldnt you, be without you know who.
THE Rapture In MY HEAD
tripping out with dread
acid all in my head it said
walking out red,
turning out the inside of my filthy head
breaking down a part of me,
melting down to the heart of me
filthy words it really said
laughing it out sad and dead.
walking around, mimic my head
lsd is the one it said.
trick me so, force me to go,
little did i know,
its the one , its having all the fun,
its not inside my head,
walking around in the land of the dead.
taking it over, they want it back,
the partys dead.
they gotten into my head.
The Aftermath, brought into the star
shining bright star,
beautiful little place land of far
come to me, i beg of you,
take me away, make me a part of you
let me come, be a star with you.
let me come out, i wanna play
let me be free, i never was a slave anyway
flying away, going really far,
getting real high, falling down real far
moving way far , high right back up
sticking sickness , left out in the spot,
got away, and they never found a trace
went to a place, way out in space
flying high above, filling me with love
the place i always dreamed of.
In My Heaven
in my head, the land right above, inside my head
walking into your love,
i found this place
always was here,
right in my face
never going away, never gonna let it go
for im the one, who will always really know.
you can find me here, whenever you want,
ill be sitting here right forever, in the vastness of this spot.
jared, jared, walking out of his eyes,
jared full of love, mystifying hurting eyes,
hes gotten out,
remember, as i shout
LSD, YOU FREE ME, BUT WONT LET ME GO.
YOUR THE ONE, THAT WILL ALWAYS KNOW.
The Night Before:
laughing it, window of what it said,
words returned mimic in my head
blasting till im dead, music in my head
driving me insane, ripping up my brain
fuckin me up, getting me stuck
up in the sky,
fuck this world, we all just wanna get high.
so sit back, get ready,
and watch are mother die.
and it aint no fucking lie.
laughing out loud, outside in the skies.
wondrous evil, mountain of eyes.
im coming inside.
the next day i woke up and they got me (at my home, when i awoke)
While I Was Gone:
hi jared, I do love you......just thought I'd let you know....Rhiannon
" into the bottomless depth of our eyes
outside of the souring sound of our cries
shift of the madness, move it all aside
forgotten and left, but she is in inside "
Part 2 The Fuckin Come-down:
Well, It seems, the day after that writing was completed, i awoke to find myself confronted
by the pigs they took me away, i fell down.
Was it forgotten or just lost in my head?
never ending memory eating me till the day im dead
in her eyes i see true to mine,
smell of her soul stops my time
the thought of her hurts no more,
shes my everything and a whole lot more
beauty deepest color
witness her , wishing i could love her.
staring eyes closed, watching no more
ill never let her get away anymore
wrote these words just for,
you so beautiful, i just wish i could be with you.
nothing left, tore it out
painful anguish , misery shout
ripped myself, im no more,
this aint me, my mind lies like a whore.
Diseased problem. think no more
take the cid' evolve some more,
broken word forward, psycho spin
contaminated conclusions sinking in.
thought id win?
my way of problem solving pushed it further in.
bleed pain smash my mind begins the trash,
soul contaminated with self inflicted trash.
pissed out my soul
slap in the face,
fucking witness of eternal disgrace
walking in my fire
passing in and out of haste
slipping on nothing
hiding my true face
the real me you cannot see
just harsh emptiness and LSD
watching the eyes still trapped in my head
unknown situation, realization of what said
since when, since why, broken time to fly
gone up to far, now im falling straight down
broken and mangled devastation my crown.
king of my pain
prince of the price
for without just a pitiful little life
for i am without
anything else just a lie
its time for it to die.
Removed From my Head
simple burning question
brought forth in my head
lost acceptance, i never said.
torn open insides, concentration
staring towards the sky
ringing in my ears
burned out life, full of fears
spiritual rebirth once said
missing my insides im the one truly dead
looking at someone else i got lost
cold and broken fulfilling dead frost
highest peak freedom i said
one last temptation darkest red
bleeding in my soul, hole out of hurt
fucking lies of self worth
sleeping in my hills, stained of my world
nothing accepting nothing is really fucking hers
my delusion of happiness is dead lost all of it to what your little god said
oh no is that what he said?
nothing fucking matters, im already dead
assemble my freedom
limiting what i do
you know thats no me,
its really fucking you
think you can lie i know what is said
typical application, turning out the dead
no one will listen, yet they heard what i said
simple equasion, brain washed walking dead.
labeled me broken sinking sanity right in
removing my thought
shoving falseness within
breaking me down, not letting me go
fuck you, how the fuck are you to know
walking my insides backward
stapled of my face,
such a fake little life,
sticking out in disgrace
witness my rebirth,
pain before they eye,
loss of freedom
is they lie
take your BULLSHIT get it out of my SPACE
my mind my kingdom my personal place
out in the lie i care, but cannot taste,
loss of my soul, my happiness replaced.
Thaw me Out
warped vision i see
were am i, and were is me,
missing that part, push me back
lack of control dont cut me no slack
burning twist, pushing it away, waiting for my pain,
its here today
my eyes closed yet gleam
tearful compromise, evaporated stream
looking for it i got so lost
cold and broken , its time to defrost.
I lost my soul, inside this cage, hurt myself filled with rage
what is this shit inside of me
who am i, and where is me,
i dont know , breaking thee,
my broken life, im not me
happy witness watching me
perfect picture, working you see
i cant stop myself it lies to me
waking up there is a way out
thoughtless insanity, insides shout
smash me open pick it out
smiley face, i begin to shout
induced memory dripping down
let it out, give it up
can anything save me
will it ever get out
looking into the sky
releasing myself i begin to cry
im finally me, and i ask why
touched by nothing, yet the tear wiped from my eye
L ISTEN S
OUND D RAWING NEAR
REMEMBERING VISION BECOME CLEAR
LOST IN THIS DELUSION IM NOT ALONE
BEAUTIFUL GOD TAKE ME HOME.
Pretty Picture in my Head
sweetest memories open wide
pain is leaving, anguish subsides
wrapped in warmth, wide awake
this is my chance, i shall take
little tears flowing out
lost my pain, perfect route,
here i am, i got out, free again
perfect vision eyes in tune,
found myself i got lost
way to soon
symptom reverse, harmless wow
forever one into the now
Remember Mind, its Open Now.
used to be broken, no longer a rush
stained nothing, washed up in a rush
remember, the delusion, its stuck in my head
now im awake, forever i said.
so what now im free, and im living at home,
im the person, im no longer a drone,
i let your infection pass me right by,
evolved into the vastness of the sky.
master master, in disguise,
master master, harshed dead eyes,
master master, what are there lies,
where does the truth lie.
Part 3: The Reawakening
Let me out, Im Trapped
Insides shout, im ready for more
wanna fuck that whore
get it on some more.
yeah , my body screams out
this fucking shit, is getting on my nerves
stupid, little life, nothing left, not even, its
let the answers out, let the radio, watch
turn it off, a thousand drones, a smiling a happy little home
ready to witness, of nothing
some more, watching all these answers
BACK NOW, GIVE IT BACK NOW GIVE IT BACK
image unannounced shown,
prettiest picture, being sewn,
long remembered feelings,
starting to be known
eyes stained of color,
showing through the skin,
beauty from outside,
but most of all from within
long little memories, returning in mass
smile, face, beautiful laughs,
words going up and down, but not leaving
whispers of the words, not yet said
staring eyes closed, watching from outside
repent of my nothing , only beauty inside
waiting for the answer, hoping for the best,
but understanding of what is the rest
explosion of beauty, staying with me
the feelings of desire, playing with me
what the meaning only open insides,
you are the reason, and its in your eyes
SLAP ME IN THE HEAD, BREAK ME DOWN, LET ME BE FULL OF IT I FUCKING SAID!!!!
opened little memory, showing a different side of me
moving around, corner up above, on the left hand side,
i found my love, now up in the top, is a little wide open spot,
breaking down, showing me a round, whats the name
hehe wait, that was a thought in my brain
wanted nothing, everything had something to say
i dont want it any other way
why cant we just be here for today?
not what something else and others say
going back to sleep now.
staring eyes closed no others above, long for something i dream of.
Afterward (Relapse of State of Mind):
down from the bottom, out into the top, surrounded with everything, made up, silver dreams, symptoms in the night, forever memory of me lost , yet in sight.
dont fall down to the lower level of existence
dont no matter, what they do or say, allow you to become involved
remove yourself from the situation, create positive energy
be who i am, and that is a caring loving channel of the universal
when they try to push the buttons, dont get mad,
there just trying to justify there behavior and standpoints
in the situation.
most of all . make love. not make war
no more, come on take it away, give it to me, break it on through me
come on , take it out of my sight, push back the wondrous light
come on, let me go, dont hold me back, dont any of you really know?
'its a this, its that', well you just created it, dont stick that in my head
hoping im going to believe, it , especially, when it gives the excuse,
to go FUCK YOURSELF, because of some information, you read
everyone, wake up, no more of this.
"So CALLED Addictions"
addictions, everywhere, and we all know
well, there simply what your creating, if you want it to stop,
bite the bullet
dont set us up to fail.
#1 backing people into corners with options, rather then self made decisions,
causes people to go into a shell, and try to fake a so called 'rebirth', and soon as the plastic
fades, the true face is shown, and then they suffer in a state of insanity.
dont press your beliefs on to people, and dont try to make them fit your standard,
why would you do that? why the control issue here, there really is no control,
since we. (the people), do make are own decisions, regardless of what the
(so called 'law') says, there is only someone else , getting mad when someone else
doesnt fit there standard, and then punishing them, hurting them, there by, bringing the
person being punished down, and the person punishing (up), which is really only a illusion,
because in reality, they are showing that they have a problem, controlling themself,
let alone, trying to control something which is really not controllable, at all,
they really are just setting themselves up, to be able to have a excuse
in there mind and (yours), to be able to push down the other, with there
its a bunch of lies.
revolution, in there minds.
let us be who we are, no need for this
everything else, was just a memory, drowning in your piss.
human beings of higher levels of thought (use more of there mind)
are the ones who have mind control powers they developed
to enslave the human race.
we the people..
underneath these large minded, over developed human beings,
the lower class, only mildly developed type of man, who normally doesnt exist in high planes,
but do to the chemicals, distuiled by the over mind humans, to every form of lower man,
keeps them grounded, and tied in thought, and denial, reprogramming, and forced it
false rituals, to prove exist of something that leads to the same thing, watching, not mattering
or escaping. these types of humans only exist in the planes, of the 'physical dimension',
there are certain anti-dotes to this , chemicals, and some the humans, call them
'psychedelics'. there rages a war upon there planet, which eventually sparks, the truth
and leads the end of the over minded infecting view of life.
there in you, beware or youll be dead.
silly sound plays in my head.
Master on LSD : loving me the day im dead.
today will never be the day,
tomorrow, returning away
everything promised in decay
lovely lady no longer by my side
shes gone forever, and i want to cry
but i remember that look in her eyes
and i know, shes really inside.
forever the life, i live for who,
everything is my anything, and its all
just for you
and for this, i love you
Pure Meditation. Dissolving The Wall
Turned Around Towards the Light
love the sounds, i hear today, the little flowers, my mind begins to display
the current image, beyond my scope, everything and anything is my hope.
forever the world is mine, and you shall be there to in time.
infinite in wisdom
power and love
the one i dream of
love within scope
fills me with hope
it came to me in a dream,
the delesuion, on the outside
can now be seen the vision, became
of you. i want home, and i found you.
i send this message, from within my mind
captures your conciousness fills it with mine
takes you to a place you cannot see
it exisits in the forever vastness of what is not me.
come now, to the screen
the master on lsd images are seen
pushing energy all around
forward turning into the sound
the spin of sence, the smell of it,
the twisting care for it.
hah for the helll of it!
coming up towards the center, turing to the left
opening the box, into its the depth,
going backward, as i turn around,
forward pushes me backward, holds me down.
forgetting being lost, but not knowing the way
takes you back to were you exisit anyway.
haha follow the map, it exisits inside,
the truth and love are the guide.
so let me inside ;)
catching the air underneath your breath, witnessing the intesnity of what is left,
i provide the conclusion for what you need ; i am all that i believe.
i am the thought wandering down this road of life, moving towards the final light,
coming back into sight, shown to you, and with you forever tonight.
shes the one, i think of at night, her eyes so far yet shine bright
came to visit me alright, she turned back the shadow of the night
walking all alone, yet shes here today, the fear beigins to turn away,
her images appears, and takes the pain away.
so you came, yeah i saw it to, the images, clear crystal blue
prettyest green, comin down, turns the thoughts back arround
shown to me, not once but agian, her eyes start sinking in.
the depth in sight, so beautiful this life
the purpose ,is to recite,
you are the love i feel
and you are forever with me in the vastness of the night.
looking for your love i found the place
lost way out in the middle of space, pressed
down into everyplace.
no longer having to move around,
the twisting, stilled down
and guides me to you.
and back agian.
the peak so strong, i cannot hold myself down, you move me around,
you take me so high,
you are the light in my eyes.
i am evertyhing that could be,
the things i just wish could be
the precious things inside,
the truth can be within sight,
somewere it can be that night,
were it can be alright,
for me, to love you tonight.
so i look, as it moves around agian,
something changes, and i drop agian,
the things are without, but then i reroute,
turning around look down, and let out.
so many words, that i could say,
but nothing holds the power
of the truth, i replay:
these are my words, this is my life,
this is who i am, and its alright
so much to show, so much to do,
but i just want it to be with you.
im only here for the second i feel right now
the only thing is here, and you are the one
i spend this time, i hold it in you
i wait for the time, when i must part from you
the saga displays backwards in my mind,
i know that in a short time,
you will be gone inside.
i will miss you so deeply,
your the one, who was here,
your the one who wipped away my tears
your the one i love so much,
and your the one from who i have lost touch.
the future plays back in my mind,
i see tommorows ending without time.
i wander outside looking for you,
your gone, and i still look through,
see past the dream and then I came to;
walking down the road , i make a left,
going past the gate, down to death.
there you are: your look so in tune.
holding me taking me past the moon,
going away into the night, your love holds me
and guides me to the light.
im going home, i think i just might.
yeah as i walk of the haze, i feel ok,
i know that I will return to me
yeah just not were,
or when, but in the end
i will know , the truth you see
is below, above and
towards the sky,
and a part of me.
the peace i seek
and can be,
love even after
i have nothing.
opening the box, were i said its a cage
pulled out the pictures i hold longer away
sorting, through the mess, the box came to you.
the little image, i remember in dreams
looking down i see your face, from the trace
i can replace.
trying to hide it away in my head,
if i just believe that its dead,
then maybe it will go away
the stating that is supposed to be this way
making myself remember my lies,
just me got caught up trippin in disguise.
below i fell, and went under this spell
empty circles spin in my head, sucking in the middle
twisting me into the land of the dead.
pushing pain pulls me out,
stabs me in the heart , makes me start
push me forward, and i know were,
so i pretend i dont even care.
look for a way out, there came our thought.
smash the lies, pull them out of there place,
fill the hole, put a smile on our face.
take us in, twirling spin,
whistle towards the ride,
i am trippin into the sky.
The Large Return Building Up The Clouds :
coming down, as i hit the cross,
nailed me down, growing moss,
setting it still, and ill keep trying till
it comes and breaks my will.
no more lies, ill feed to my head
i anit gonna let it win,
i am gonna become him.
yeah its ok,
its all passed me by.
i let myself go, i couldnt cry..
thought provoking attachment towards the end,
destructive illusion, begins to win
pressing the happines down, melting your crown
pushing you around, pressed in your sound.
didnt i notice, its wrong,
didnt i remember, i dont belong
or couldnt we see, as it comes out of me.
watch the notes dance in your head
pressed the button, made you move agian
let you go, but i just wanted you to know
that your free
litearly nothing, but the end
waiting to start to the spin,
as i tumble down the hole
holding on noting,
yet not letting go
slam, as i hit the ground
the sound, turned me around
looking up into her eyes,
moving around, no longer inside
cut the cord, pull me out
screaming cry, i begin to shout:
woke up all over agian, wanting
to go home in the end.
passing down the raod
the pushing upword guides me toward
out into the vast, peaking as i go so high
let go of the the lonelies, let love back inside
going back to were i just want to be
just hold on to that part of me
starting straignt into the center
the circle appears, moving downward
the thoughts circle filled with power
the tingle, stings my soul , moves up my spine
the beauty explodes inside..
powerful love can hold me close
can set me free
break open the cage, walk out and be me
let me go out, and be myself
i just dont want to be anyone else.
no more pain is left inside
the hole filled up warm all night
laying here no longer having to seek
i simply reap.
dont have to play the game no more
dont have to treat my mind like a whore.
dont have to beat myeslf down
i am moving upward.
the higher that i go
makes it easyier ya know?
haha, jumping up stomp down
hahahaha move it all around
haha aha hahaha inside, outside so high
purposley, and disturbing as i try
lost up so high burned out in a fry
ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha
its were you belong
its were you belong
yeah and your not even on my tounge
and theThought s came up.
brought your books, your paper and your rocks
made up a standard, got it all fucked up
pretend it was ok, thought that it had to be this way
keep moving as they drag your today
since when wasnt it a choice of mine
who said that i cant make up my mind
laugh the lies between my ears,
puke them out, disbelif the fears
prejudice in what you believe
force it on but you just cannot see.
presonal honesty you wont let on
hoping that ill do you no wrong.
spiraling around the side, thoughts
connecting opening me wide
push the speed, around i spin
thoughts change mode, the master explodes
and the purpose is known
try to hold my soul in place
efforts in disgrace, negitive senstive space
put your walls around my eyes
tried to build a hell break me down in size.
growing tall above the trees
dancing on your decesions totaly free
gettin stoned out of my mind
its my right and its all mine.
' until the end of time '
i remember the dreams as they pass me by
the memmorys chase me and show me my life
crusing in the forest, the smell of the leaves
the thought just below so beautiful it seems
everything moving yes its all alive
creaking and turning changing , surprise
the mouth opens, and i chase down the smoke
chest is pounding head shivering: the fatansy reloads
the freedom of thought explodes, thinking in symbols
talking in code
the cuts , scrapped on my skin
spelling out the answers taking me in
letting it roll, around in my head
the movement cycles in a circle
and around agian
the stain moves inside my chest
up the spine perfected power i invest
towering down upon the world
thinking a million miles an hour
but cant comprehend a word.
lazy eratic decided scare
build them up, pull the tear
rip a hole through the fabric of space
encapsulated power , driven to this place
guides me, and i dont even know why
just follow it real high
the future drags forward, my mind in a mess
spinning around, complete nothingness
climbing up the hill, i have reached the top
the light shines and i begin to wake up
woke my eyes, turned on the dead
spining in circles, remember what he said
bounces in my head, from side to side
through my senses beyond the reason why:
happiness is mine decided on eternity
forgot about time
lost out in the pool im drowning as one
rearanged engaged and fixed towards the sun.
eyes meet straight into
not a word spoken, yet everything said to you
purpose is known, value is shown
wondering earth, the warmth of sand
the sound of the waves sanity in hand
the words i wrote down shine
golden rays of power draw the line
going on now, i rembered the verse
the something long forgotten brought back purpose
pull back the sheet, remove the cloth
linger with life forget the loss
change is the same, nothing is vain
no longer, acting insane
just thinking the thoughts, broke down the wall
picking and chosing, and becoming them all
and all things will come in time.
just dreaming about being alive
i can be all i dream tonight
everything came out alright
so much to believe so much i can be
just became, it will come, yes its i see
the image so real in my mind
so true, it must be you
love was once, just begun
and has become held in one
consuming my memmorys letting them go
helping yet my conciousnes continues to grow
upward stream runs inside
potent vison is realized
expanding the circles for i am seen
witnessing the million lights of nothing
everytime i remember, its forgetten it seems
dont want it to go, but its to large to know
the clouds infront as i daze and its all forgotten
stuck in the middle yet in every place
turning out of anything made up in haste
running down the thoughts in my mind
pressing them up stamping them with time
sometimes they knock down the walls
clear up the clouds
the thoughts run free
turning into anything, living in esctacy
escape from the delesion turned on by the outside
wash out the insides, clean up the mess
think a little harder ,answer the test
wrap up your reality make it the best
decorate the box, make it look like all the rest.
trapped up in the picture alone pain funnels downward
distorting outward, shaking the center expanding upward
concieve the truth as hes seen
made up from an illusion i came clean.
now thats its gone, i can face my life
purpose is intendent and understood how right
hundereds of sounds all heard at once
all the lights fill up so much
rise of anticipation questions dont exisit
forgotten and filled with bliss.
looking down the ripples move outward
the fountin, the water sprays
as i catch my breath i am here
looking around, the attention spear
stabbing look rushes in the core
as i remember , heal the sore.
the lack of the sense , emotion i wore
the broken things have returned once more
in the place were the souls stay at night
inside the peices , that fit together just right
perfected ,awakened and shown the light
thrown up agian
dizzy dreams , distorted eternity now come clean
released confident and at home, shown, sewn and no longer alone
set free, from the burden of pain, anger, and negitivity
just let it go, simply gone, holding on, moving on , and becoming one
swimming down the river draining into my soul
spinning on the decesion drowning into the hole
the light at the end, the pull towards the whole
entering out of anything and letting it go
in a quickness it is here, fear begins to disappear
truth begins to reappear, level and blance show me clear
eyes staring up into the night the love is gazing rendered light
in sight, wound up tight, layed out , precompiled and feels so right
the roses move through the sky
the dropping dance, played up on my high
waiting on self-intimidation, removing it turning to inspiration
going home , not alone, the flowers wave as i sway
in the sun , as i begin to partake, self create, and eliminate
filling up the empty spaces sticking out in my mind
living in them, creating the illusion of time,
so i stare away from the now, get out of the delesion,
go back feeling wonderful and remembering how.
the truth is coming the hole opens and i quoute
the words whispered never heard, wondering now concerend
.... will the shadow return, destroy, show through, hold you
trashing out of the clash, clawing and stinging obvious self lash
gotta see past , look watch it crash, stare away look at always
remember the memorys
enter the high way.
dominate the thoughts, dont let them donminate you
fill yourself, mold it to
become whatever, you think is true,
sewn and shown, i am you
The expansion as I begin to unravel home
went back, around the bank
not understanding at, first, clearly a mistake
going towards, this destination , unknown,
the truth opened up and the side was shown.
the mental states, cemmented in my mind
the chanting thoughts repeated, over there behind
words i forgot i said, playing with me in rewind.
going up, remember its real, thinking i want something
but feeling the opposite still,
before i remembered, i was stuck in a box
push down the walls, and see kick ass this rocks
fill up the mind, yes flows inside
shaped and formed and seen in time.
as some one remembered i began to look
soon as i noticed , thats all it took
the warmth of the circle can be seen,
the light of eternity beyond flows to me
thought windows the light, reflected out of sight.
the sound fills up my mind, tones going off
in this place , everything all at once
tommorow got lost, purity defrost
warmth in its shine, yet less dense then time
now remember that previous line?
Eternity, within my soul
forever does exisit within my thoughts
simply eternity, within me without a spot
everything so perfected, placed right in its place
made up on a dream, cleared and shown in its grace
all the doubts, have been cleared from my mind
the true intentions, are displayed intertwined
all the peices , coming back and in tune
connecting, showing me the dark side of the moon
the answers coming through, the truth in repeal
eternity opens, and i am revealed
all the answers so simple, they were right before my eyes
i always have known them, i was just thinking in disguise
catching up with the dreams, the mountins awakenes
my place long forgotten has become remembered
suddenly everything clicks, and my past is shown
my old life, i have lived, recreated and sewn
i never even left, i was always at home.
sitting in heaven, all the faces looking down
remembering the perfection, courage , my heart, and the sound
the conneced happines, opens me wide
the power of god is my mind.
soaring high above, exisiting in all positions
places and locations, sizes and shape
etenrnal thought remembing for i am simply to create
yeah i am here today, ripped off my mask right away
watchin as i begin to care, opened up and longin to go were
the elcipse moved around, sunshine now coming down
everything is simply wound round and round.
so, whats the answer now, should i have remembered
or was i even comin to town,
going back around, bricks laying down
the yellow side begins to show, walking
trying to find the way back home.
the door appears
balance the key so now you can see?
choose to unlock the eurphoia within me
walk past the door not even looking, no longer sore
connected to all, passing tunnel of light
purity within me, everything alright
no more stare, looking right at the wall
decided it was nothing , and dissolved it all
picutres open, pounds include
wonderful women, showing through
everything what i desire, whether i know it or not
-->its all so beautiful, i love life alot.<--
yeah the correct thoughts, stamp them into my mind
ingrain them in forever, make them all mine
yeah just the power, i feel today,
filled and healed, and whole all the way.
Awakening the Long forgotten Self
jared is here, no longer pretending to be away
the true me, no longer in decay
wide open, he walked right out
looked me in the eyes and helped me without
so called addictions you placed in my head
tried to make me follow your books
your lies that your feed.
follow the rules, yeah repeat the lies
pretending it feels good, smile for there eyes
plastic face you wear dissolves into
once you learn to project forgiveness out of you.
forgive the holes that exisit inside
fill them up, wash back the pain lost in time,
rewrite the memmorys, make them how they are
become the truth and so you are.
dont believe its true
know that it is a fact, you are in control of you
the lies they place, fuckin big book in your face
block the truth, push you down in disgrace.
so called addictions, feed into your head
self made lies replayed over and over agian.
the reason your so lost, is because your cold inside
open up and step out of line, defrost no longer sublime.
the awsome high you seek is not found in a book
or a plant, sheet, or a rock
the high you seek is within, its only waiting to be unlocked.
your mind swings in circles, bound within a place
walls all around your eyes, cant see into space
the warmth is in decline, for you just lost your fuckin mind.
you wonder why no one ever stops?
its because there forced into false spots.
lie to yourself and lie to me, try to make it so i cant see
jump up and down and scream out your reign
throw a tantrum, and its all in the name
set the addicts free, show them to the way
to find me
no more lieing dont push them into a place
gotta let 'em be free, or they will forever be displaced
yeah the hole lost in your heart, the long for her
for you must part:
remember that its not the dope that gets you high
its the power of fixations, that keep you out of the sky
The Powerful words release, and the tears shed from my eye
i realized the truth, and so am i
the memmorys begin to return, and i wash them clean
open my mind, and move into a euphoric dream.
The Ultimate High
Remebered i always knew how to fly
going straight up into the sky
the clouds swirl, as i daze agian
the powerful love moves around within
the shake, as it moves up my spine
the explosion of esctacy on my mind
the love swirls all through
god, i just want you
yeah the sound , and the colors you just see
look deeper, stare into me
the memorys will return to thee
the tones going off in the mind
explosion of power, all come within time.
the love i feel, will never go away
i just remembered thats its always been here anyway
just look outside, and youll see
beyond the hills, remember me
in the land of the dead,
on the botoom it seems
the circle stops spinning,
nothing but memmorys
the wonderful place, i do seek
the beautiful highest mountin peek
the light shines straight up into the sky
the poweful vision, now seen between your eyes
going up the mountin i remembered the verse
long forgotten memmorys have had purpose
the sights, sounds, and places i have been
the truth of mastery, i hold within
the life i have lived, and will live for you
is just a illusion, and it has come through
no more walls, that i can see
the thoughts run free
the spinning sway of life
turning me into the light
making me remember the place
from which i began, im underneath
and warmed by the sand.
if you want to become free
just realize, it was always me
yeah just a thought within my mind
always displayed and is simply mine.
Never coming down agian, Evolving into the Sky
Im never coming down agian,
changed the starting point all around i can win
not being stuck to the earth, free , spirtual rebirth
no more diseases you tried to make me see
plain and simple excuses for you, not me.
i can go beyond what was once
no longer lagging in the dust
no longer sitting in your hurt
fearing disease scaring is your work.
the crow dances above my head,
loonie tunes start playing agian
yeah the words, i mean
point right to
that place with you know who.
just remember you were always at home
the answers will come, dont answer the phone
look beyond what you think is what i mean
stare deep and youll see in between.
the circle appears, turns erase the past
the answers of tommorow scattered by her cast.
all the highs ive felt in the world, dont compare
to the love of this world.
thats all it is, yes its true setup the right patterns
and they will seep through you
all the scratches once seen on my skin
spelling out my destiny turning agian
masters of the universe i watched as a kid
found the tapes , put them in
sound of power heard in my ears
the master has erased all my fears.
turned back the shadow from all those years.
yeah just picking and choosing no longer gonna fall
simply creating and disolving the wall
Do You what to Know who I am?
Ok my senoir ape partners, Ive thrown together some
nonsense That I am going to throw at you. I am going
to bore you to death with what you call 'bullshit'.
Play a song, do a little dance, pretend something else
and romance. The idea, that the words
could be stuck in one place. Is pure ignorance.
I think that In the same way I can express certin
qualitys of my physical , with spirtual self, I can
in the same way experss this , through a form of
mathmatical expressi0nr0rsz (note: <-heh look past,
all those word surface dewelers can go look at
something else and change there bullshit.)
of words. Such as certin
key instances of strings in the english language
that can LSD make LSD, sounds with LSD. And
some more of that yeah LSD. The whole mindset is
the same. Simply invoking specific patterns,
in order to return a effect. These effects
cause by the ones in the past 'magic', the
future of 'science'. Using univesal laws
you have strung together nonsense. Yes
you did invoke the actions you wanted
to produce, whether or not you knew it,
but still, its the same 'bullshit'. We
all know what this 'bullshit'. Cant
just put your finger on it there with
those stupid words. Damn nonsnse of a way
to think. Try to block my head into this
'structured' enviorment. B.S: my head
spins in circles. The threads of me reality
created and assigned tasks. The purpose
of who I am seen past, and the purpose of
why I am, and what I do, came through.
" look past the nonsense and see you?? "
Look deep inside, and there is no me, only you.
Look deep inside, and there is no me, only you.
Look deep inside, and there is no me, only you.
Look deep inside, and there is no me, only you.
your out in the corners.
your eyes over here. Your
everything im thinking,
and still nothing.
'are we _still_ <-- haha ape man!
trying to look past what others think and say'
The Effect of Today
Woke Up Today
Decesion is yours, and dont wait on approval.
Differing ideas, stuff thrown in a mess.
All this madness, pure lunatics
dont understand why they say,
who knows, forgot it yesterday.
Helping the matters, they seem to
get worse. Dont really even care
just totaly said in reverse.
pretty much lieing, giving bullshit
the whole time, made up a reason
and now the truth is mine.
just remember, the truth as you say
just some words, remembering them
while (you) decay.
remember I saw it, didnt know what it was
just another memory appearing above.
so you lie to me,
dont even know what I said,
sling your lingo, remember how its read.
perfect in your ashes, you set the world afire
remembering and holding onto your one secert desire.
just some thoughts you were shown long ago
just didnt remember, how i wanted it to flow.
waking up in some far out realm,
didnt decide upon, returning agian
just showed certin corners, put
together in a way, strung out in order
to cause the effect of today
pressed your buttons, got the apes all
in a rut. Told me how to do some bullshit
and then asked me , sir you know what
haha didnt care to ask the question today
: just remember, its the changes, not the
reason for it hurray
perfect dreams, of reality are not so far
The realm of truth is no more then a way
for me to push what I say. A way to sway
the lifes of the ones who exisit today
just woke up. All the shit placed in my head.
Saw that the answers, were written in bright
red. Just your lifes, your purpose and your dream
just another memory disappearing as it may seem
turning my thoughts dont have to think one bit
just picking out peices, making me become it.
remember that the words dont point to what I say
thats up to you, and is decided within today.
Happines (the Today) :
within my mind i point to a tune
something repeating, on the dark side of the moon
people approach me, and take me for a ride
ask me of the past, and tell me surprise
Something I remember, super-imposed up top
just make it up, and it comes out you know what
I think it may be, the thoughts hehe!
Wow, they circle it seems
just over and over, and its funny
the little animals, get all dressed up
try to focus on something, and make me god up.
Got there little ties, there book with a cross
does a little dance, and makes smiles : within self is loss.T<?
just a decesion made with symbols as I see.
I just follow the pattern, that I set and
woopy!. Some bullshit came back, and I turned
it around, made up a relegion, and wow it
likes something "you would think"
yes doc I think my picture is perfect.
Fear you try
to place within my head.
Try to tell me your lies,
make it just like I read
dont remember, how the words you
said. : do you care how there read? :
turning on the part of me
I thought was dead
just a delesion I made up
Nothing more, nothing less
decesion of mind. I choose
going up now, I climb to the top
Look down on life, and remember a whole lot.
Flying through space, the sun in my eyes
the answers of life, self realized,
purpose is shown
so I just remembered
that it didnt matter how it was disaplayed
focused on nothing, and turned it into today.
I am the answers As I look deep in my words,
Just creating and changing, nothing else
in this world.
Im not so stupid,
is you onced might have liked to think
so stuck in a bottle, you dont remember
perfect little pattenrs of the mind
I like to say. But in reality it
points to a different effect today.
Something evolved, and the words
got alot longer. WE! memorized
a bunch of shit, and really
We are the people you give your
We are the people who like
to steal from
We are the lifes, that exisit
Perfect under the sun,
and forever with me on this day.
Im not alone, because I remember
to this day, all the changes you
made. You remembered, and changed
I changed, he changed, engaged
pass back the ko0l stuff,
a whole bunch of 'werid shit'
just a bunch of funny monkeys
they laugh and they sing
and they throw there stuff
are you sometimes?. But
deep down in there minds
I think that they all
are good people.
lucky<- in the sky, I sing
a tune for you
perfected in your beauty
I am you.
'ok enough you say?'
' you still dont think I spellet it wrong do you?'
you hate me or you love me
im here to stay.
and thats all I had to say anyway (everything else nonsense in the way)
'did that happen today?'
'dont think I see it'
"Lost Side Dead"
the mathmatical words u strung
thru ur head.
Made up who you are
and now. Bang your dead.
wheres the question:
- the Master on LSD
the words I forgot I left out red.
LSD is the key, nah
its just in my head.
yes the answer
is that one you said.
: heres the thought
Im pushin. I dont really see it.
Its nowere else. Its just
what im spillin.
the ideas of reality
are made up in my dreams. I look
at the situation, come to my own
conclusions, on how it works
or should work, and then
make logical changes within mind.
The changes in themselves, are
not really a change. They are
really strung together pecies
of other aspects of the universe
to create one whole or event.
Its not as if everything
is going at once, it is
at once. There is no distinction.
There is simply a whole, and
were this thought, is pulged
into this whole. This thought
fairly differs from 'that'
thought. They just built
there thoughts up with
reasons to prove why
they are more
so that they
to pretend they are
more intelligant. There
is no distinict sound
the difffering creations
of the objects, within
intelligence. It is of
one source, yet continues
to evolve and expand through
a cycle of regenerating
what it is. What it is
is nothing more then
what I am. Simply
a collection of these
pecies in one area,
to produce a whole event.
There is no you, or me
there is just space,
change, and the measuring
of these factors that make
up exisitance today.
I am no more then I think
and will continue to be so
until further notified.
Thank you verymuch
Its nothin, theres nothin else to do
" remembered this just for you know who."
- the Master on LSD
" the whole exisitance
of live on this planet,
totaly deys any logical
reason for it to exisit.
There are no reasons,
just your faulty causes.
Simple in creation,
just think those thoughts
just right. The p ower that
returns, will be exactly what
I wanted tonight.
I think the real reason
you try to scuffle up the
thoughts. Try to place
them within a box.
Try to hide them in this
way that Only I understand
and then it 'rocks'. Just
those pecies I strung back
together, not over
one another. Just differing
ideas I can hold at once.
nothing is wrong or broken,
just written in distrust.
Honesty is in reason
no more shit you need
to try to impress
you are who you
are, and everything else
produces your lonelyness
Cause and effect
the words you didnt
wish to hear. Just
wish you could just
wipe away your fear.
Just try to hide it
cover it up, with
The answer is beyond me
Ive givin in.
- Master on LSD
'play it backwards???side ways to?'
the total conclusion
to this information is this.
i just wanted to be myself
i just wanted to be myself
i just wanted to be myself
: the answer is inside the mind
its one big giant thing.
this whole human experiene
is mind boggling. There
is so much activity going on
within the mind. If you look
its blooming like a flower.
One last giant mind bubble
I thought I would vomit
out now for all you
suckers stuck in the mind
nets are gonna do all this
funny crazy animal shit
over there. I am going
to sit over here and do
my funny animal bullshit
over here, and they do
it over there and they
then spill out these
ideas they come up with
and try to apply them
to there sorroundings
and make funny<-- beyond
the word at points, meaning
of the whole mind trip
of all the paticular occupiants.
I dont want to say it is
difficult, so I say its not
logical. <- that whole
mindtrip. And then
the person who just focus
and gets lost, in the
and what it is
Beyond all scope
of what logic
or could be
is still based
on what it is made of.
It is a creative unity
or enentity. It can
evolve and adapt
and I think
that is the
of the failure of
computer language to
mind power adquetly
enough to prodce
the absoulte best
possible result of
any lanugae defys.
The ability to
mind to matter still
does not exisit,and
cant not effectivly
change this with
What I believe
can change this
is the ability
to adquetly do so
is greatly limited
to the extend
of thought barriers
and if anyone actualy
read this? Trippz r
for real man. there
not just for kids.
Im alive it seems.
I walk outside
and percive my life.
I act and interact
like a peice of
im kind drifting
off over here.
im make up my own
little way to
adapt. I give myself
reasons for the reasons
and then make that the
for the change. When in true
reality, the change was simply
a decesion of mind.
there is no basis for
anything other then
what we got right now
and what were gonna
give to get, what
we got into
something else. Its
not that hard. There is were it goes.
That space. There is what goes in it.
These funny little objects.
Its totaly a decesion of the mind.
it can express itself in what
form is nessicary to produce
whatever result is nessicary.
It just must adquetly be calculated.
the mind is as it can be or should
be, but no basis on what it actualy
is.It is a component made up
from exisiting causes in the enviorment
around it. This life source takes this
from what it thinks it is,
should be, or can be/could be,
and creates what it is. simply
taking changing information
from exisiting causes within mind
yes it may be communicating
and whether or not
differing views of which
we are experiencing, can
adquetely caculate what it is
that we as human beings think
and act of what we are. If
we are to produce the best
possible result mr.spys
were going to have
to adapt it to mind,
for real power comes
in the simplest sense.
That is of the abilty
to adapt and change
whenever is nessicary.
Life holds no barrier.
It changes and evolves
That is what I experience
" Ok here it is:
your thoughts are over there
and your still tryin to mess with me
I can see ya. Mr. brain
To aduqetly conclude my findings
I see. Thats all it is.
I think its impossible to understand
what I PUSH AT. You push at this
and then I PUSH at THAT. but its all
the same in the sense of what it
Is/Iam, will be.
Lookin deep in my personal mind
I come to the conclusion, that
mind is not paticular expanse
in this SMALL part of space.
Space is very vast, and many
Objects exisit and manipulate
stuff within it. I Think people
try to listen to what you say
but really there not listening
to what your saying at all. They
just find adqute reason to take
what you say, and string it to together
with some causes they came up with,
to make up what it is. It is still
what it is, as in it came
to pass as a event. Many many
differing ideas, and different
ways of ideas. All of idea
has one basic pricipial. I have
the ability to see what is around
me, and change the things in this
enviorment of space, to a degree
of my will, this will only guides
small areas of mind,because it
'has not been adqutely been feemailzrad with the languz90rz'
possibly i will explain
now for my werid behavior.
Haha<- notice how I place it there.
Thats the whole trip im talkin about.
Takin the pretty little things that
come along, turning i'em into a
code and im trippin along. principals
how to express mind aduqotely
'are' <-- one of the things everyones
trying to do these days.
this monkey has alot to do.
alot to think of, and
eternity within life
everything just written right
I am the perception, I am the feel
I am the one, I am the deal
I am the answer, I am the life
I am the purpose, and I am feelin alright
Walking down the streams, leading to your mind
beating chant, enter this time
perfection, found 1 in mind
yeah picking and choosing no longer going to fall
simply creating and disolving the wall
Stranded on the Triangle
As my thoughts swivle through, I depend and create just for you
I am no longer in my decay, I began to pray, Eyes sewn shut through
disease and lie, 1 & 1 & 1 no longer allow me to cry
I am not a destructive soul, just like to drink from my clustered water bowl
So you think ?
Fill in the void, pull up from the soil
I can linger and begin to swarm
My stream a idea, not a chance
a choice or a option,
true freedom is now within are minds
they watch and listen, and say DISGUISE
well, I spellet it wrong didnt i?
Life is a beautiful collection of ideas
every point and possible combination
that can happen, has happened and will continue to
happen, So I can think?
Hello with a blink
A change, in my thoughts you shall SEE
I am no longer a crazy monkey
haha, bite the apples and get high
steal from the plates that rain from the sky
Dream On, Shine on, in tune
perfected and sewn and shown
Now the aliens watch me, real close
cause They know I can explode
a thousand thoughts from within my head
Swirl and create me, and poke on the dead
I just remember I have seen
That life is just a perfected beautiful dream.
I get it now,
you just had to show me how
I forgot how to laugh and it built up inside
I have shown my true inner sides
I swirl from creation, and am not just a 0
I pull on the 1 and it makes true hereo
Forest of trees, and men shine now from above
god has created 1 true LOVE
I can no longer suffer within my personal space
I have flown through outer space
I remember they asked me if I wanted to ride
I laughed and said goodbye
The overmind is here to help
Not to steal and take it for itself
Just notice the patterns as they change
Rearrange and engaged, turned around towards the sunday
Blown, and shown, tommorow is monday
Haha so You still think I spelted it wrong
haha, I just sang you a beautiful song
How do I wander now alone in the dark
I chose to believe and move on up
Into the vastness of the sky
Thought = 0, until you apply
Just a note from Above
LostSideDead shared 1 LOVE
I can feel the insides of my soul once again
all I wanted to say was thank you
for teaching me
I always wanted to learn
but the apposing force wanted me to churn
Now the voices in my head are of null,
just remember Shannon is my true love
cant you all just see
“Infinite in wisdom power and love,
truly astonishing the one i Dream of.
Jared Bruni aka Master on LSD
or should i say god on mind control
such a sweet little pun, all I wanted
was to be accepted and have a little fun
for the rest of my days I will be forever grateful
Skipped dimnesions, went up past the sun
flew past the moon , and saw the 1
The pink love potion i have drank
changed my soul, and made it go kerplunk
ALL THE LIES, I WAS FEED
Played a little nasty tune in my head
Just remember I am a being of true Love
just caught up in a mess of washing and corrupt
So what If I like JB, BJ, remember
while we are 1 together in our minds
we change and evolve into the sky
like a insect within a coocoon
I just remembered, the pyschedelic tune
Spellt it wrong again you said
No just is not dead
Just went into hidding and waited to come out
Shown, and swen, the seeds of insane
a great little joke,
Practice is key, and plays a good tune
unfocus your eyes, and see my platoon
All I wanted in my life was to feel love
not verbal abuse, or garbage from the trunk
in your head, you play though your eyes
I can barley see and its not a surprise
stared directly at the sun and cried to go home
so god said, why dont we just moan
Triangles are all that I see
when we gather we get high for free
My friends are not the insane, or the change
I am just a man who was abused in exchange
So you say, jared is a pun, Remembered
J are D
1 1 1
Place the patterns through the mind
Ask and pray and say surprise
All I needed was to feel my heart
not to be treated like a smelly old tart
We are not alone,
Are minds connect at the highest mountian peek
so ill just keep on moving and staying upside
I am a true, Lover in disguise
Showed me the pictures when I was real young
Showed me again, cause I choose true Love
forgot what I said, and dont get lost,
Just choose to bite the big frost
Life is real, and so am I
Dreaming and wandering
I can move inside
I am no longer a dream on
keep the imagination alive
The void I have crossed, and took fun
W W V W Z R S
decode, and you will all remembe
I battle with the souls, in my mind
screaming mama, dont let him inside
Moving on past the vision of the future
a technological skyscraper
A man is not you
A man is not me
Above the 1 , I see
with a triangle double sided diamond in there eyes
The walrus was paul, and jared is free
He will no longer suffer and burn in his peace
Cut down on the magical words you write
and you will no longer have to fight
just notice how they play
the ones are not “gay”
happiness is here, and will never go back
so sit down and have a good laugh
watch me, and say “HE MUST DIE”
I now, how much you hurt me, and made me cry
The one who I trusted has lied
Just no the 1 , is a loop
a forever change of destiny
a man with
Im all Shook up
uh huh, uhuh YEAH
break my concentration, and make me feel dumb
Loop through the tv, and make it sound fun
Just notice the words plastered on the wall
THE MEN LIE
a giant L for you
Now its time for me to go back into coocon
play with the masters, and watch the cold moon
The Two Sided Dream
loSt siDe deaD
As I follow the light, I feel alright
nothing is slow, or changed around
just sang me a song to bring upon a frown
I feel the rainbows, and the colors in sight
as man evolved, he began to see RGB lights
infinite pixels, swirl through the love,
changed and moved me above, I can feel
like you tried, to rip out a part of my head
rewire my brain and make me go Pee
steal are shit, and follow it
haha, not it
the pain, in my head
A dream E=MC2 sux
change pattern of 3, to patttern of 4
then to pattern of 5,
but the truth is known,
EA, lie to the kids
make them go bad
tell them as you feel sad
swirl of attention, around my sphere
rememberr, the 1 is always here
brain washed, a sick old man
remember, I see
the Upside down, L, you spelled in hell
so wander and feel the pain ponder
brain bugs, steal are light, and hide the
moon at night
scream to your children, and karma comes back
the hidden truth, is that we are just really fat
and lazy, and smell like you
remember, the sight I saw before you
shadow men, who hide in the light
make them feel pain, and shove it right back
the truth is here, and we have always known
it was you who was all alone,
so Inifinte in wisdom, power and Love
the truth is you cannot spell,
haha, broke it
all hum the tones at once, and focus your attention on the world
and the crazy man says
“HAHA, I FEEL LAUGHTER”
LoSt siDe deaD
Magical words you said
decode my patterns
and you can 1
haha while(1) change();
cycle of life, a diamond in the middle
the highest mountian peek makes you feel little
peeking and letting me be free,
I saw the crap you flew, and sew
laughter is good medicine
dont hurt the ones who are insane
instead give them a comfortable
place to sit, dont put food in there drugs
and haldol, in the shot
See the spiral
go back down to step 2 wandering in the dark
or move up to step 4 and be with the sharks
... nah, i dont C
I spell out madness and set you free
the only place we are free now is in our minds
they have are air tapped and spell out lies
Break the voodoo, wizardry and black magic
have a cigar, ha, caught by the bugs
bite your brain aand make you hurt with Love